Facebook is NOT the place to vent.

"You learn something new everyday" is a pretty common phrase that is used by most. It usually pertains to something you learned that about a certain object, like your new remote or your iPod. It is also used when you learn something new in general like about a certain religion. Rarely is this phrase used when talking about yourself. For the most part a person knows who they are, what they like and don't like, their personality (personalities in some cases) so to use this phrase about yourself seems odd. However this happened to me today. I learned something new about myself that I'm not to proud of. When it comes to relationships and liking someone, I find myself falling too hard for them. My mind is fogged by this belief that if I like them enough everything will turn out perfect. I allow myself to fall. Not ever trying to slow myself down. But contrary to what I thought would happen, I end up getting hurt. One would think that once the potential relationship is cut off, I would just move on / get over it, but no. Because I've already invested so much into something false, its hard for me to just get over it. You learn something new everyday. I'm currently in the process of bettering myself, trying to be more serious about God. In this process I've realized that it's going to take a lot of cutting of things that are holding me back. I guess I can add this to my list.