Me.

I have to work on myself.
For the past couple of weeks I have been more obedient with having quiet time.(Quiet time equals spending time to talk/listen to God.) A lot of the things that I've been hearing from Him have been amazingly awesome. I've learned that I need to be more patient with the things that I want. I have to have faith in God and all that He says He will do/has for me. But in my last quiet time, I got that I need to be more focused on myself. Now this to me was really good advice because lately I've been crushing on someone and most of my thoughts have been about her. I understood why God was telling me to do this so I had no problem with it. But I guess I didn't realize how serious God was about this. Today I learned that my crush likes someone else. I'm not that type to chance after people so I've decided to let the crush go. While this maybe sad (go ahead and insert your "awwwww"'s here), I'm not that upset. It maybe because I'm used to things happening like this. Or because I didn't have that much faith regarding this. But whatever the reason, I know that God made this happen for a reason. I'm happy because now I get to grow in a way that I probably wouldn't have if I was always thinking about my crush. Now I get to work on me, which has always been something that I have said but never really got around to doing. Right now, however, seems like the perfect time. School life has been great. My relationship with Dad has been awesome. Social life = check. The thing I could work on is my style though, lol. I really want to start being more fresh. (I can literally feel you judging me) But its cool. I'm just being honest.
I look forward to my continual growth. Next time you see me I'll be one fresh kid, who just so happens to have a strong faith, love in/for God.
'Til Next Time...
STay ORganized.